Today I went in to get an amnioscentesis done to check Yvie's lung maturity. I was supposed to have c-section scheduled 2 days later. I get a phone call from the Dr's office letting me know her lungs are not mature yet. At that moment I felt like all my plans came crashing around me. Such a disappointment. I don't really know why I was so down when I didn't want to have her unhealthy and stuck in he nicu in the first place. Rationally, I knew that this was going to be ok, but the hormonal person that took over my body didn't look at it the same way I did. needless to say rational me and hormonal me are battling out. I am a mess. I know this is the best course and I might miss Halloween because of it!!!
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